Had a dream last night, I forget most of it but I know I was with my niece and I was in a group taking her somewhere. At the end we reached the rooftop of a very high building at night, and the floor was made of tiles with odd spaces inbetween, through which the streets below were visible. I was absolutely terrified and picked my way across, cautious that I could slip between these half-inch wide cracks. Which is odd, as falling from an insane height has been my idealised method of suicide for many a month now. Being at heights in real life, or even in games, feels somewhat exhilarating, knowing that at the correct height I could just let go, then have around four seconds to say goodbye to everything before I explode on the ground. Yet since meditating on that particular method I've had quite a few dreams involving heights, and feeling abject terror that I haven't felt in dreams before.
Though on the bright side the dream did include a massive badass Octillery made of some kind of dark metal that I really have to sketch down sometime.
Went for a little stroll down Alum Chine an hour or so ago, looking for something for my 365 project. I fucking love being out in the rain, especially around verdant areas and the beach, and it means that very few others are out. I hate the building I live in but really don't want to leave this area, it's ace (and with mister and missus B five minutes away). Otherwise a run-of-the-mill day; went shopping, bought birthday presents online, blah.
Glog
More Pokemon White, pushing myself to get it all finished with. For the few decent features they added there are many more things left out (no VS Seeker? Fuck you, GameFreak) or pointlessly irritating things.
Still got a few games to finish current playthroughs of; Castlevania Order of Ecclesia, Honest Hearts, Pokemon Mystery Dungeon. Need to finally defeat Father R and the Lost Chapter of Bayonetta, and still haven't played the extra chapters of Assassin's Creed 2 despite having them for months.
Pic of the day: English Summer Rain
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