Counselling day today, got to talking about and analyzing my emotional armour that I've worn for all my adult life. I've never really thought about it that much, or of finding ways to control it more since it can create substantial barriers between myself and others. Also discussed the differences between the serious, businesslike me and the llittle kid hiding inside. I'm very much an overgrown child in many ways, and I love it. Overall a fairly productive session, where I actually did most of the talking.
Went into Sweet City and saw Christine, as well as getting £7 of pick 'n' mix (I am such a child, but that's what makes me awesome). I'm going to make a point of trying something new every time I go in there, since they stock craploads of American candy that I've never tasted. Got a box of Lemonheads today, which are basically a lemon version of Atomic Fireballs that I used to get as a kid (usually during breaktimes, paid for with my lunch money).
Getting very, very fucked off with neighbours as well. Lots of noise coming from the bitch upstairs, but it's the decrepit harridan next door which makes shit miserable. I can't bloody stand the constant cigarette smoke and foul smell out in the hallway and creeping under my door, and her wandering around babbling and shouting random things at thin air. I used to be sympathetic towards her, but she's got a viscious demeanor, lies to support workers and doesn't seem to realise just how well people try to look after her. She cannot look after herself and does not belong in individual housing, she needs residential round-the-clock care =/
Glog!
Haven't had time for much today, just training my little team of ghosts and ghouls on Pokemon White. Christine got all excited today and informed me of some new games with naked dudes and penises in them. I think she even dribbled on the counter at one point, but I was polite enough not to point it out.
Pic of the day: Emptiness
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